Father's Love.

How I get so spiritually and emotionally touched, is amazing. I've always thought that my walk with God before I came was strong. Maybe it was, to an extend. But ever since reaching this very unfamiliar place, I dare say my walk with God is now stronger. Praise God for that. He's made me realized a whole lot of things, that I hardly notice before. To start of, my testimony is one. How can an extreme skeptic and atheist, shallow yet egoistic person like me experience His blessings? I have no idea. It was the right, and the most perfect timing that He allowed me to see the Holy Spirit, physically with my very own eyes. He knew me deep within, that I would be the first person who quotes "Seeing is believing". Not exactly the faith that God is looking for, but He knew I needed a first push to knowing life.

The most miraculous things are going on at one to the other end of the world, and many people do not know. There are plenty of motivational talks about achieving success. I personally think, success without God is no success at all. Also, the definition of success in general terms is to have all the money, possession and power in the world. But upon experiencing God's plan and His love, the definition of success has a total different meaning to it. I now see His purposes, and His love for every, single, person here on earth. Let it be a thief, murderer or a fake. He says "Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you". It was Him, that had given me a compassionate heart.

Now, I am at a stage, where nothing else matters. You probably think that you'll NEVER be able to understand me or experience the things I did. Well, prepare your hearts for one day, you may just get it. The whole questions about life's existence and the universe is out of my head now. For God had opened my eyes. What a wonderful God. He's known me since I was in my mother's womb, and in March of the year 2005, He called out and reached out to me.

I fall to my knees and praise you, awesome God.

If there was one question about what's
the best thing ever happened to me in my lifetime,
I'd say knowing You, and that answer will lasts for entire walk and journey of my life.