The best alone time ever.

It's 4.20 in a Saturday morning. Listen, I don't usually write things such as this. I was trying to get a good sleep because I had an early morning plan tomorrow. I think I'm fairly patient, and easy but these two guys really bothered my sleep. Up to a point, I called security. The security is basically someone you call whenever you have things to complaint, and in this case my complains I know, is reasonable. Two of em are drunk, topless and in their jeans. 'Wrestling' each other. Four in the morning, people can actually find time to 'wrestle' each other in the grass topless and have a good laugh about it. Sometimes, I wonder whether they're 'outgoing' or I'm the supposedly 'old-fashioned'. Thats not the point of my post though. Rarely, I blog about my current state of feelings. The fellas kept me so awake now. Windows are open, air is pleasantly cooling. The place is quite, and the lights are dim. A sudden urge to listen to Angels and Airwaves, at this moment. It should give me the feeling I thought I can get. And it did! Such a, I don't wanna say 'wonderful' because so generic, but I can't seem to find the exact words. It's the alone time, that I really treasure now. Where everyone's asleep, and I can ponder on God, life, space and planets. A feeling so great, only I can experience right now. More of a 'wonderland/fantasy' world that is created for peace and love. What a great thing to live on. Of course, it isn't reality, but to ponder on that and live on it for a couple of minutes by myself really gets me thinking. Stirs my imagination and feeling in a way I couldn't describe because it isn't something burdensome. Rather, something that gets you to smile and relax. Just reclining your office chair and lay back, and ponder. I'm contented. The problems are laid aside as I take a seat into the ride of knowledge and wisdom. Knowledge and wisdom that are not the ones being measured in the general human terms, but in God's measure. I'm touched and inspired. I'm a dreamer. A positive one.

"Oh God I feel like I'm in for it now
It's like the rush has gone straight to my brain
But my voice is as lonely as loud
As I whisper the joy of this pain
And suddenly
You've done it all
You've won me over
In no time at all
And now I'll stop the storm if it rains
I'll light a path far from here
I'll make your fear melt away
And the world we know disappear."

I now understand their vision.