Sense of Belonging.

I really wanna do something I really like in the future. Question is, is it really a job I can earn money doing or merely a hobby? I'm devastated by the reality.
On the bright side of it, although this is the worst semester ever in my college, I still can see myself maturing in thoughts of life, existence and all that. I guess I'm beginning to digest it properly without confusing myself as I always used to. I did learned a whole lot last semester, but it was mostly on my career sneak-peak. But what ever beats self-actualization right?

As I listen to I-Empire, I'm feeling a thousand ways and answers just rush through my head. Having that sense of peace in songs like that, I don't know how do they do it. It's really hard to explain. Listening to it, brings out the right feeling that I have to feel at that moment itself, and I just know that it's right. You can never listen to it without reflecting on yourself, your past, loved ones and God himself.

Every once in a while, I think I'll need to listen to them just to stop the world's time and just think and reflect on who I really am. Well, not actually that, I sort of already understood a part of existence, just whether there's more to it, for me personally. Build me up everyday, God. I feel so tired of chasing after things that the world craves. I'm so tired of putting you aside and looking at things that I thought could satisfy me when I knew it couldn't.

P.s. : Happy Birthday Sophia! I saw your recent picture and you look like Kimora Lee Simmons! YOU GREW FAT. Hahahahahahahaha!

Suited up. Almost.

Just to acknowledge Iylia and Burn for the very professional teamwork there. I'm going off next year, so you guys sort it out for group projects. Don't think you both ever will though, hah! So yeah, propaganda's a fun theme to do. We all learned a lil' bit didn't we?

I-Empire is released!!

Dear anak-anak Angels & Airwaves, I-Empire is out! And kepada anak-anak non-Angels & Airwaves, please don't listen to it, as anak-anak Angels and Airwaves does not want it to be your average joe mainstream music. Go start from scratch. Sekian, terima kasih.

twentyone more to a hundred

This is one of my meaningless say. I'm actually looking to get a Sabian B8 cymbals including splash. And more stands, for a crash-ride. Btw, thats how I play currently. The Paiste pst-3 series has been kinda bothering me, especially the ride. Please bless me financially for worship, God?

Andre, Angel & Shawn

And we went to Angel's advanced 21st birthday party .Thanks for the invite Shawn. Well, I don't really know her too well to write much about her. Though I can write about the event. It was filled with people who love to talk, hah! The thing that amazes me the most is that majority of the people were dancers. Let it be uncle and aunties to teenagers. Every song that comes, they would be so excited to find a partner to dance with. I must say, I stared alot. The uncles were so damn gaya man no kidding. Cool and all with their moves, if you know what I mean. And Bono was invited as well! Good day!

Plymouths and Chevy's.

They're sweet aren't they?

Birthday Duos?

Friday nights are always our priority for prayer and bible discussions. Today's abit different though. The guys 'tricked' me into following them to the KLCC park. You bad liars! Haha, but seriously, although it might not be the best place or time, it is still the best because what beats spending time with real friends that you're close with. So yeah, the pictures.

Before that, when we were leaving the building looking for our car, we came across a Bentley. The bloody machine looks amazing! Shawn, Elvin and I were peeping into it. I turned my head back and saw this girl smiling at us while standing at the ticket machine. So knowing that could be hers we quickly got the hell out of there. But our car wasn't at that floor so we had to turn back and pass the parked Bentley (when the girl and her 'bf' or 'husband' or father went into the car).
Elvin and Shawn was about to 'show the some love' for the kick ass ride, when... the uncle sped off with the stupid screeching tires with his windows wind down. We were like, what the hell was that about? Damn immature, just cause you saw us admiring you car doesn't mean you have to show off lebih lebih right! Don't know how to drive gimme only lah!

Elvin slow shutter.

Then we went back to meet the rest and spend time at Hide as usual in the weekends nowadays. Play pool, foosball and all. And they played mine and Raymond's recently past birthdays a happy birthday song on the stereo. Sounded very old skool. I'm surprised they have such song! Then there were the very awkward pictures of us again :)

All of a sudden we're so damn proper!!
Vakar's face cracks me up man, LOL.


Two cakes for the two of us.


The 24th and 23rd Oct buds.

What we do time to time during the weekends.

Thanks guys for the night. It was very thoughtful of you :)

Humble Birthday

Before I start, Happy Birthday to Cheyenne as well! Lol, same birthday as mine. Really odd right, wishing each other on our birthdays. Anyways, really nothing much to say on my birthday. A humble celebration really, had a good dinner and small cake with Pam. Further celebration on weekends I guess. Oh btw, I've wanted to say this quite some time ago. If a person wishes you 'Happy Birthday', I really don't think saying 'Thank You' would be the best answer, or even sound right. Does anyone else feel that way? And thanks a lot for the wishes my friends, appreciate it. I miss my familyyyyy.