My assignments for this weekend are verged on the impossible. It's pretty clear to me already. I kept reminding myself, the best way to describe it is even if I wouldn't occupy my sleeping time, it was still impossible to be done. However, I've decided to not give up on myself. The least I could is trying to finish up as much as I'm able to do. People always say that thinking on the positive side is good. Say yes and it sort of comes true, as long as you believe in yourself in the capability of doing so. Some say, better stick to reality. If you can't do it, be honest to yourself and say you can't. In my means, I pray, then I do my part, and know that it will turn out for the better.
Tonight, I've decided to manage my assignments in constructing a time-table. To be honest, I'm not really a time-table kinda guy. 7 years ago, I never intended to come up with better time management solution, even when I was taught to do so. 2 years ago, I still never did. The most that I do is, manage my assignments in a very rough manner in HOPES of not overlooking or missing anything. Tonight, all that, is just too much for my mind to take. I've decided, why not write in down in a piece of paper, day to day, hour to hour, when are my submissions and how many hours I'm going to impart in the many assignments. Everyone's got a first time for something. And this is mine.
I've accorded my hours in a rather packed way, that I didnt give myself any rest. Tomorrow, I am to do these things and be discipline in accomplishing everything I've set for myself. I have to. Really hope that things go as planned. Its really really good, knowing that my hard work paid off. It just feels sooo relieving and thankful that someone appreciates my work. Sleeping hours being cut down to 2-4 hours each day, skipping two meals everyday just doesnt seem to healthy for me. And yes, its not a self-pitty statement, but I shall sort of a way that my health will not be affected too drastically for this. This almost feels like Chris Gardner's life. Work hard, and with God's blessing, it pays off. Really well.
I am very well awared that lots and lots of people are going through/have been through multiple tough situations more than I did. That makes it difficult for me to complaint. It makes it hard for me to say 'no'. Looking from a better point of view, I know that this will be an experience that'll assist me in my decision making in the future. I've heard many stories, of people enduring difficult, almost backbreaking expreriences in their lives. One of the many ones I found touching was the experience my lecturer had shared to us with.

It was concerning her hardships during her university period of time. I hope I dont misapprehend this. We were told of how she had registered for a course overseas, and in the end, it was sort of a hoax of somekind. The lecturers did not even knew there was a course of the one she enrolled for. Therefore after her efforts of getting the university to grant her with what she should at least be obtaining, she finally got a lecturer to run the course. The pity was that her course/class was only occupied with 2 students including herself.
I know, that is really, really some story to be shared. An extremely touching one, after seeing how much of a person she is now. That story makes me really small in a funny way somehow. Then again, it motivates me in knowing that hard work pays off, at least making you a person of character, a winner.

The 'Top Secret' movie was really entertaining. Im still wondering whether it anyhow relates to the 'Aeroplane' movie. These two movies are rather classical, directed with a serious storyline that cracks viewers up with stupid jokes.

I've noticed that I have habits of starting my many sentences with 'I'. Gotta start improving on that one :)